A Few Other Collections

Within the Screech

golgotha — Tue, 17 Jan 2012 12:06:18 +0000

I have been sent the following. You need to know. More to follow. golgotha.

Harry used to do everything the blackboard said.

The house he grew up in was always dark, he remembers that. Furniture, wallpaper, even the paintings were all in sombre colours. His father was a maths tutor. He helped high school drop-outs and adults taking night classes learn just enough about numbers to get by. He tried to help people that the system had failed, get them get back on their feet.

He worked out of the quiet, empty front room, drawing simple calculations on a battered old blackboard set up on an easel. Harry was only little. He wasn’t allowed in the tiny classroom. But that never stopped him waiting until he was alone, to go into his father’s room and rest his head against the cool slate. He was alone a lot. They would never admit it, but Harry made his parents nervous. He was so solemn, even when he smiled.

One day, the blackboard spoke to him.

He heard it in the screech. He liked to scrape his nails down the surface of the board. There was something in the sound. A whisper, from some forgotten place in between the edges of things. It helped Harry, showed him how to stop feeling sad and frightened. It told Harry to do things. Just a few small things.

By the time anyone realised what was happening, what Harry had been doing, too many lives had been ruined to ever completely sweep it under the rug. They threw the blackboard away, burned the easel. His father would only write his calculations on paper after that. They didn’t understand the connection with his actions, but watching Harry scrape his nails down the board, smiling through that awful sound, terrified them.

Harry has only the vaguest memories of the wake. It was so long ago, and he was so young. He remembers his dark house. He remembers that no-one would look at each other. He remembers being mostly alone; nobody wanted to be in a room with him. He remembers the tiny coffin, though his parents wouldn’t let him anywhere near it.

There were a lot of waiting rooms after that. In the end the doctor showed him other ways to stop feeling sad and frightened. The medication gave him back some of the control that only the whisper within the screech had given him before. People tried to forget, and almost managed it. Things evened out.

When they hear that screech, most people flinch, try to make it stop. There’s something in the sound that sets them on edge, gives them a sense of something terrible. They don’t understand it, can’t hear the true nature of it, but it upsets them all the same. Harry could hear it. The whisper greeted him like an old friend, gave him purpose and control. Harry liked it, before they took it away.

Harry stopped taking his medication recently. He’s sick of the way the pills dull his senses. He doesn’t want to perceive the world through that mist anymore. He lives alone now. He’s struggling at work, and he misses his parents, even though they were barely more than strangers. He wants the sense of control back. The real one, not the medicated counterfeit.

He’s set the new board up in the front room. He hadn’t been in there in nearly twenty years. But he hasn’t tried to listen for the whisper yet. He’s frightened. Frightened that his old friend has abandoned him. He doesn’t have the nerve to try yet, but he will soon. He’ll go in there, rest his head against the cool slate and listen to everything the whisper has to say. The balance will return. He’ll do anything to be in control again.

Anything.

By the Light of a Distant Ending

golgotha — Wed, 12 Oct 2011 13:27:37 +0000

You are a question asked by a fool, and answered by an idiot.

golgotha.

The Clean Bones Are Gone

golgotha — Thu, 21 Jul 2011 18:37:07 +0000

It seems one or two of you have noticed.

Well, fair enough I suppose. I might as well get on with things now that certain… obstructions are removed. I’m sure there are others who may want to know that he’s gone. Tell them if you wish. Or not, it’s all simply moments in time.

At any rate, I thought I’d pique your interest, if there’s any interest left to pique in those sluggish shells. Ask me. Anything. You can even ask me about… him, if you’re feeling particularly foolish.

golgotha.

A Sudden Shiver

golgotha — Thu, 30 Jun 2011 19:11:24 +0000

Ah. That’s better.

Now things will change.

golgotha.

OUT

Mr. Sleep — Thu, 30 Jun 2011 18:49:11 +0000

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DECK05: LOST

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REDACTED

Mr. Sleep — Mon, 13 Jun 2011 15:36:14 +0000

DATA EXPUNGED. CONSULT INFORMATION REDACTED.

DECK 04: Argo’s Keel

THERE IS NOTHING

Mr. Sleep — Tue, 31 May 2011 16:13:16 +0000

I have returned from the Paths of the Dead to tell you that they do not exist.

I have escaped from the Afterlife to tell you that there is no such thing as an Afterlife.

This constant, distorted paradox is, perhaps, a thing of beauty.

NOTHING

Song of Silence

Mr. Sleep — Wed, 01 Dec 2010 00:55:52 +0000

I saw you at the Fall.

I was there at the breaking of the Third Gate and looked into your eyes.

I stood on the Cruciform Citadel and I watched your civilisation burn.

Look either to the future or the past, and you will see it.

Eventually.

One Key, Seven Doors

Mr. Sleep — Mon, 06 Sep 2010 13:13:04 +0000

It is like an interlocking puzzle. The locks must be broken in the correct order, or the tumblers will fall, and it is back to the beginning. And yet the correct order changes constantly.

STOP EATER

DECK03: THE BILLOWING SAILS

Why?

Mr. Sleep — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 20:32:34 +0000

It continues.